Some moments of the day I am ok.
Some moments I am not!
I am just so tired....
tired of the questions
tired of the rude comments.
tired of waiting
tired of the self battle!
The battle that rages inside of me.
Knowing that I am not in control and I might have adjust my dreams!
tired of the ebb and flow of emotions!
tired of the waiting!
We will be waiting for some time!
I am just a simple women who loves
children regardless of where they are located.
I just want to make this world a better place while I am still here.
I want to give joy and peace to people.
I want every orphan child to know and experience
the love and support of a family.
If we can not get our boy I would pray
that he would get the change to
be apart of a loving family!
Even if it is not with us!
That is a statement that brings tears
to my eyes
and an ache to my heart and soul.
But that is how much I love him and want him to be happy!
All I can do right now is just
wait and remember how it felt
when He smiled at me.